Wednesday, August 22, 2007

I so hate that it had to come to this. Everything i say would be so completely useless like this is all my fault for opening my fucking mouth.Like i so balme myself lah.USELESS PIECE OF SHIT! Like who the hell understands what goes through a petty mind. Fuck i hate being petty and overly sensitive of what people say. Sometimes i really understand why people would rather be alone and live with their 97 cats. I guess then it would spare them all the pain. Time machine!I wanna go back to those sec 1 days where everyone was just happy. Fuck i really really am a screw up like ya lah. I think there would be so much proof that i am like firstly i suck,secondly i always have to make small issues into really big dramatic one. Maybe next time i should just keep everything inside. Like whats the point of saying everything out if it is just gonna hurt everyone. She says i keep too much of what i feel to myself, but i wouldnt know. HOLY SHIT ON ICE LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why did you have to take it away now i have nothing.



Note to self : Never trust anyone NEVER!

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Monday, August 20, 2007

Blondes sometimes have more fun!
But not being a blonde, i cant really prove that but i can say that being all air-headed is total funness!(:
Just hanging out popiah-ing with the lovely DEATHLY HARLOTS is just so pure fun! We crapped and crapped and just like ate and ate while we crapped. Told so much jokes that it was like just blurting outta me in every sentence. Being wacky and stuff is really fun! Talking in a bimbotic accent, British accent and making up like slogans for stuffs and ideas for nicks were really fun. LOVES AMANDA AND THIVYA FREAKIN ISLANDLOADS BAYBEH!


Thivya cares!Thats all that matters!


Say it like you mean it!
Thanks TVYA:D

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Emoing no more thanks a night out watching the fireworks with the Lovelies(:
The fireworks were really pretty and really magical. At one point the fireworks were so Harry Potter-ish, the smoke made a "w" which was so harry potter and it felt as if Fred and George was going to fly out on their broomsticks any minute then.How i wish our pictures could be like those in harry potter so that the fireworks pictures would be like more breath-taking. Went to taka then met the rest at cityhall where it was super crowded. Bought sokwan's harry potter at taka then met the rest at cityhall and bought food and drinks. Ohh i love Starbucks now!HEE Walked down to the toilet bowl and just crapped alot.OMG I SO LOVE THE LOVELIES(: Amanda,Thivya,Sokwan,Faizah,Gwynnie,Tuti are loved and apparently all hawtstuffs too!
I kept playing with Gwynnie's lighter and kept chanting the spell when it wouldnt light.Hee Can i understand too thivya:D haha

We like took half an hour just to get to Marina Square which was just across the road. We were crapping about all sorts of stuff. PT,drama style in marina square.It was effing fun and i wanna do it again!hehe. Took the mrt to amk and sat at macs for a while then headed home.Was effing shagged and went straight to home.Well till here i guess toodles(: The kite thingys(:




Loves
Lovelies(:
SOKWAN!!!LOVES!
We got bored and started to do the clapping thingy(: Too bad i cant do it anymore,Faizah banned me): i look to retarded doing it apparently.HEHE


*Find amanda's sis in the pic(:
Gwynnie the hawtstuff(: I so love playing with her lighter!
Tuti(: I love her fashion sense!
Too much gorgeous-ness in the pic it had to be cut off.LOLThivya fell aft clicking her heels together,she could have hurt stuart): BE CAREFUL!LOL random~
YEA THATS WHAT I'M TALKING ABT!
Pretty!
Gosh fireworks are real pretty and amanda,faizah, thivya! rmb the perfect way to pop the question?HEHE.



♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Been feeling fucking emo these few days. How i wish i could talk to you and just rant it all out. But where are you? Where are you when i need you? I really really wish i could just talk it out with you but i guess that's not going to happen anytime soon. Emo town population; all the emo kids plus 1 new one. FUCK. How many times must I come back to feeling this. Like where the world is against you, life might as well be in black and white and all these overly dramatic cliche shit.Like whats up with all this teen angst and all these issues. Like what the fuck ever , where the hell did they all come from?Everything seemed fine. I hate life now. Its like being sucha bitch, & so am i, i guess.

I really have to stop bitching/Gossiping about people i'm really really afraid of karma and i so believe in it. How i wish i could just stop all this complications and such.

Thanks Shawndy for making my day(:


♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Celebrated National day at school yesterday. It was kinda fun,well the dj-ing part at least. The concert was ok i guess except for the Beethoven skit which i thought was super dooper LAME. It was totally slapstick and seriously it was kinda irritatting. I think that it would have been a nice skit if it were done properly. Dj-ing was uber fun! Dedications and stuff were really cool and stuff .
& I SO LOVE MY CUTESTUFF JUNIORS LAHH!!!
Krumping with shawndy,chella,Faizah amanda and thivya was super fun! And i now worship Thivya,Faizah,Gaya and Tirta! Dancing on the raised platform in the canteen dancing,krumping, GRINDING?!omgosh lah *bows down to them* You all can fucking dance lah! Jealous much!
Went out with nawira,mangay,thivya,amanda and faizah aft school to ps then suntec.Gossiped and caught up alot! I love them lots and lots(:
I LOVE THEM(: We just landed.LolIt looks like it says MCR .lol

LOVELIES WHO I WORSHIP(:
Selenger babi(:

Random stuff.
Bowen obs(:

Omgosh so candid.Grr someone behind like pushed everyone lah

LOVE YOU LOTS SOKWAN(: I DONT KNOW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I NEVER HAD MET YOU(: LOVE LOVE LOVE:DD


♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Back from Obs and missing it so damm much!Like when i was there i couldnt wait to get hme,but now i want to go back! I miss hillary! I miss kayaking and hiking and lugging that super heavy haversack around the island,high elements and everything eventhough it was really tough! I cant believe im saying this but i even miss nature. Grr! I MISS U HILLARY AND YOUR SI BEI HIGH AHH!!!! ): okay totally shagged and i guess i'll update some other time.Toodles.Ohh i have to say this i'm suffering frm 90 plus bites!Grr!ya tts all.lol toodles. Formal Hillary(:
Informal(: SI BEI HIGH AHH!


Hillary completed OBS(:

Before

AfterCutestuff Joanne(: Super great motivator!
Cheng ni! Super pretty&nice. Always taking the initiative to do stuff(:

Vinson! He's name is spelled cool-ly.He's always quiet but SUPER CUTE!(:

Mark! Superb leader! He's very VERY nice and VERY cute!
Adrian! I always mix him up with anthony,so sorry! He is SUPER CUTE,he's mixed and knows malay!Oh-so funny and always slack one!;p Take good care of milo!HEHE
Tiffany grandma! So very cute and optimistic. She resembles that actress on holland village so much!LOL
Kasem!He's thai! SUPER nice and cute!I think he looks model-licious:DD

Cutestuffs!
Kasem again!(: He pireced his ear on the last day?Like ZOMG lahh.
Sharina! Shes brave and always knows what to do(: NICEEE!
Poh hui! Always super quiet but very nicee!
Joanne! High-elements partner who rawks! She's super cute and pretty!Love her lots!


Melody! We survived OBS! never under estimate anyone,especially yourself!
Bye obs):
Leadership has nth to do with hair! (:
We dont wanna leave):
i LOVE oranges(:

Joshua, we're super lucky!(: CUTE! I LOVE THIVYA(:
Thivya and melody are loved(:
LOVELIES(:
WE SURVIVED! :DD




THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES HILLARY(: I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!
Never under estimate anyone especially yourself:DD



♥ BlondeBirdie(:

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wishes♥
-That new urban male bag.
-a pair of havaianas slippers/sandals.
-That grey topshop skinnies!
-Hoodie(:
-purple, pink& that checkered skinny jeans
-A grey cardigan(:
-That My Chemical Romance Shirt:D
-That Mr t-shirt from 2001(:
-More spongebob boxers :D
- Heels from ALDO(:
-Orange pumps(:
-learn the drums more(:

If they knew how misery loved me♥

amanda
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faizah
fiona
gaya
hidayah
jerena
mandy
mangay
nawira
ruoqi
thivya

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