Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Chiodos(:
"Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute On The Creek"
Let's just stop,drop everything,(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,
And just walk away.
Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never,
it's like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
we just walk away.
This is probably the best,not to mention the worst idea,that I have ever had.
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?
This is probably the best,not to mention the worst idea,that I have ever had.
We say what we feel,Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,Loving every second of it,We just walk away.
Let's just stop,Drop everything,Forget each other's names,
Can we please just walk away?
It could be...It could be...Like we never knew each other at all.
Answer me!
All egos aside, what do you say?All egos aside, what do you say?
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences,
no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?We say what we feel,Then we stop ourselves,And just walk away.
Never looking back,Loving every second of it,We just walk away.

I so love this song lah can?haha yes i shall try and move on!YEAH BAYBEH!!!!
Thanks Faizah the sexaye selenger bacin(:

FFUUUCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
I cant believe that i cried because of u.Thats not going to happen anymore.Yay to the new me!haha.
Okay i have officially gone mad,i mean just look at the way i am like typing this out 1 sentence happy,1 sentence sad or angry.

Well until here toodles lovelies(:

I am a lembik?lembek?lol one of them birdie slash pig slash insect slash babi hutan:DD yayness lah

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Monday, May 28, 2007

Fuck i feel so useless.I so hate math lah can?! Why must u always be like so judgemental?Cant u like be patient and see that i can pass math? Its only mid-years i'm still like learning,so i'm not exctally a pro at it yet.These things take time.I'm not exctally a genius or anything.Maybe i should have like just stayed in NA.Maybe it would have been better that way.Can i just like crawl into a hole and die or smth?As in the world would notice that i'm gone.
You compared my marks to his the other day,it's not fair lah i mean he is smarter than me he takes pure what,he is in the 1st class sommore so how can u like even compare me to him.You told me you were not comparing but who are u kidding how u wish i got those kind of marks right?Distinctions and everything.
FFUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you so much
&you'll never know.

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

The holidays are here~ Like finally i seriously think i need a break from school lahh. But i'm gonna miss everyone): As in all the lovelies and sweeties,hawties,sexayes.However i am not gonna miss some bunch of people and am gonna enjoy the holiday without having to look at them,as in not having to like just come across their face when i glance around the school or something.I thought i was going to miss u during the holidays but i guess im not.I'm just so sick and tired of being disappointed by you.

I really have to use the holidays to catch up on some subjects like both maths and sciences.My results are like shit lahh.You always give me that disappointed face,i really did try my best for mid-years,i really did study but i guess it just wasnt good enough.FUCK IT LAH!urgh!

so cute! :DD lol

twist(:

damm i am heavier!grr~have to start exercising!

omg so heavy!!!!!!

i so LOVE this pic and the people in it!! :DD

ok quite balanced~

thursday~

ruben scared me):

EMO SIA~

weeee~~

lalalalalala~hehe childhood memories(:

yay!

Fuck i feel like an idiot.Sometimes i can really be so damm stupid lahh.Ass lahh why must i always fall for u?!Maybe its instant karma.I cant believe i wanted to give u a heart~.FUCK!

When everything's meant to be broken.

One day i'll wake up & it wont hurt anymore.

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Yesterday had inter-class badminton(: uber fun-ness.lol

like so random??? suddenly pose

BADMINTON:DD

donate lehh..5cents also can at least u donate(:

awww we are so pathetic~

Fuck u are effing cute!:DD

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Monday, May 21, 2007

Let me start with FLAT IS THE NEW SEXAYE!YEAH BAYBEH!! :DD Today was fun!i so loved the sexuality course!heehee so fun!Got back most of the papers today.Did'nt do very well,grr i studied!urgh!i really did study and yet i failed damm!So sad lahh!Failed both math!That was like the saddest lahh,for the damm paper 1 i just needed like 2 more marks to pass!Well at least i improved i think!Well i did my best and there is nothing more that i can do except work harder for end of years? Yupp!Jia you me!!!!*waves pompoms in the air cheering* hehe Amanda,Melody,Faizah and me are SEXAYE!hehe we managed to put a condom on a fake dick like yay!haha smells nice :p
I really dont like it when people say that i didnt study but still get good marks and dont admit that they studied.I think that it is utter bullshit!Please lah study just say study can or not?Is it embarassing to admit that u studied?will u die of embarassment?BULLSHIT LAH!So u trying to say u smart?And what people in classes after yours are dumb?!WTF LAH CAN?!ass~

have u met nadia? lol

mistress&girlfriend are love(:

flat is the new sexaye! :DD

like how unhygenic
fly my dirty.fly~

yeah man!

maybe i should change who knows?urgh i love myself but hate myself at the same time!I can be such a bitch sometimes... ):
so i dislike so what?!

SO WHATEVER!

BTW WHISPER RAWKS OKAY FAIZAH!!!!KOTEX SUCKS!

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Went to watch blades of glory this morning and fell in love!It's a really nice movie,really funny and cute!Jon Heder is so damm cute in the movie luhh!It's like i couldnt stop staring at him,with his soft shiny blonde hair and super cute smile :DD just too cute lahh.How i hate all these cute people! You cant like really how to say meet them and bask in their cute-ness??haha Its like they are so damm far away,how am i ever going to meet them and tell them they are cute and oh-so shag-able. MIKEY WAY,PETE WENTZ AND JON HEDER ARE SO DAMM CUTE AND HOT!MINE!:p HEHE love love love them many many!!!

And it won't hurt anymore(:

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Friday, May 18, 2007

Today was alright i guess.Wasted my time going to school i think.We didnt even get any of our papers yet.Well maybe its a good thing!ya hope so.I hope that i will at least pass 1 math and make an improvement in maths even if i fail,at least Improve.Basically slacked the whole day.Enjoyed math period,thivya and bailin came over and we just crapped at the back of the classroom.How i wish the both of them would be in e5!heehee School would totally rawk!
Went out with Raihan,Faizah,Amanda,Thivya and julailah(: went to town to buy amanda's tights and idontgiveadamm and princess band t-shirts.Bought rubber bands and clips now all of us have 1! yay~~~ Ohh yes i am so in love with Dragon Force now!Weee~Thanks loads Thivya for introducing them! haha!! it's nicee! omg i so love my music taste!haha its like a wide range unlike some ppl...so limited.Oops sry cutecute! My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy rawks okay! And i like so don't understand some people i mean like what is their problem man?gawd!i so have a problem!i seriously have to change my attitude.Sooner or later i am so going to have a problem with that whole class.

Girls have fun when they meet up..we talk abt like almost every single thing under the sun, seriously anything.And like sometimes i hear boys talk and i feel like falling asleep.So limited the things they talk about being a girl rawks!yeah baybeh girl power!:DD

Life can be such a bitch sometimes!

DKNY! :DD

lol?

opposites attract??lol

Thivya and her freakishly long tongue.haha

Thivya and her talent!

look up!

vanity!everywhere also want to take pic lol

Me&Faizah's emo thumbs :D

HOT! ;DD

Amanda is like under Faizah. Lol

heehee boyfriendLOVESgirlfriend! we have excellent music taste!yay!

snap!snap!snap!

CUTE! :DD

Thivya and her tim burton meets prison break drawing! hawt!

Esplanade!(:

wee~reflection!

YESTERDAY :DD

I SO LOVE TOPMAN LAHH CAN?! heehee so hot!

i am so in love with myself! heehee :p

guy's clothes are so hawt! :DD

i didnt look photogenic today):

BE EMO NO MORE!

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

let me start with EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!YAY!!!!FINALLY!!!!!!!WOOHOO~LALALALAL~~WEEEEEE~~ no more last minute studying,no more panda eyes,no more STUDYING!yes! and of course no more emo-ing!yes!no more!!!GOOD BYE EMO-NESS!!!!I SHALL NOT BE EMO ANYMORE!YAY!

What a great way to end the mid-years NAWIRA HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXAYE!!!!I LOVE U LOTS!i hope u really like the present(: you're old now and one more year to nc16 movies!i keep saying that like it's a GREAT thing,haha well maybe i'll learn something new.lol Anywaes happy birthday darling,i love you lots!I miss drama sec 3 now which means we are in-charge?yupp we are!excited?haha we will so rule!!!haha looking forward to it.

Went out for nawira's birthday.Thivya,Amanda,Sokwan,Raihan,Faizah,Nawira and me went out to celebrate.I have 1 new boyfriend and 1 new girlfriend and 1 more mistress,yay!well is that 4 already all together?haha nvm i'm muslim!i can have four wives! :DD lol.Went to ps to eat at pastamania long time since we've gone there so fun!camwhoring the whole way.Everytime we were to walk past a mirror,we would take pictures heehee.Ate and caught up,gossiped alot and laughed made a fool of ourselves but it was so damm fun and nt embarrassing!Went shopping after eating,sokwan went home 1st ): OMG it has been so long since i last shopped!so fun and the delays were like standing in my way!Damm how can u stand in the way of me and shopping?!Dont you know how dangerous that is?!well if u dont u do now.Went shopping!weeee~~ shopped shopped and shopped like there was no tomorrow(: We were saying that Shopping should be made into a kind of exercise like omg lah sure can lose weight will all that walking and talking,hehe.Quote from thivya,"i should buy s instead of m so i have motivation to lose weight" hahahahahaha!!!!!so darn cute lahh we shopped and camwhored alot!lots of things were shared lots of nonsense crap was said.lol ya too tired to blog everything so shall just spill some random stuff
i should have been born blonde(: well,me and amand.Now that i think of it the whole group of us should have been born blonde! :DD
saw cute cute shades at esprit and topshop!so damm nice!!!!they will be mine 1 day....heehee.Saw this cute quote that says something like when guys stop being such assholes i'll stop being a bitch. So in your face lahh!So true!So until the day guys stop being assholes i will continue to be a bitch!yeah baybeh! well till here i guess toodles lovelies(:

group photo:DD

hawtie(:

a day to remember(:

pout!!!girlfriend loves boyfriend manymany!!!

i so love my legs!!! :P

VANITY(:

cutecute(:

look up(:

labeled? hehe the tag is cute!so outstanding :DD

i so loikke :DD

husband&wife(:

what's with the emoing?exams are over already!

pouting is like in now, so are over-sized shades i so want them!!!!

sexy&hawtie(: so cuteee!!!!

being vain is oh-so fun (:

LOL?

hehe seduce the statue ;p

boyfriend,boyfriend,girlfriend,girlfriend(: LOVELIES

centre of attraction(:

&again(:

they are love:DD

camwhoring~

thivya made sure not 1 cent was wasted~

emo thivya~

i love them many many!!! :DD

POUT!!!

birthday girl's lunch(:

play sommore~

playing with cheese again

number 1!!!

nawira's number 2 to finish(: yes yes thivya you're 1st

POUT BAYBEH!

emo raihan&her food(:

lol?

boyfriend no.1's food(:

thivya's food.She was being cheap-o today...heehee

chip and dale(:

shoes

mine!(:

mine&sexaye's food(:

mistress and her food(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS GINGERBREADMAN(: love u many many

cuties(:

Darlings are love(:

hawt people(:

(:

it's okay to feel angry and never let go,it only gets harder the more that you know

160507 is love(: i love boyfriends and mistress many many!! :DD

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Well i cant exctally say i am proud of myself today.Sometimes i really can piss myself off.I really think that if i were not me,i wouldnt like myself.Man i suck.urgh!Like what the hell is wrong with me nowdays?Emoing almost everyday.It sucks to be emo all u feel is sad like ohh the world is against me,no one likes me the world is so dark and all this useless shit,it only brings yourself down.Gosh how i wish i could be happy!smiling all the way not having a problem with people and like just be happy once again?Damm here i am ranting and complaining about not being happy.But what is there for me not to be happy at?i mean i'm sure that there are people with worse problems but you dont see them complaining.Damm it!What the hell is my problem.I seriously think i should change my attitude.Should i apologise?So who was in the wrong?Take a look at yourself!

Was it all lies?i really want to know.Please prove me wrong ) :

SWEET! :DD chun2,faizah&me(:

weeee~

random-ness :DD 3e5!!

so long and goodnight~

dari mata ke hati; from mutual attraction to deep affection(:

EMOING SUCKS!!!!

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

May has been an okay month i guess well an emo month.i miss u April! =(
well i guess i'll let the pictures do the talking.

we are free like birds~~ haha :DD

this is like so emo~

this is random~
BOTH ARE NICEE(:

we had a major cam-whoring session in the toilet(: the toilet islike such a great place to take pictures!i mean you can practice your smile before taking the picture,you can check your hair and stuff...but most importantly your hair.lol

emo-ing!!

omg i am in love(:

lalalalala~vanity in the toilet

shelovesjerryiloveben(:

ohh i'm emo~ (OMG am i balding????noooo~)

a nice picture to end the trip to the toilet :DD i swear i could just spend the day in it(: why are there always like other ppl in the picture????aiyoooo

she jumped on me(:

RED-NESS(:

why is it that there is always someone 'dropping by'? in the picture???

CHIP&DALE(:

070507(:

say it like u mean it!:D CUTE!!

madness due to the heat~

yeah baybeh

lincon burrows loves thivya; mikey way and pete wentz loves me!!!(: haha delusional kids..

CUTE!!(:

ialwayslovedyou.
was it all a lie?did u really mean all those sweet things you said?was it all just bullshit?

what can i say i'm a sucker for love.

♥ BlondeBirdie(:

Friday, May 04, 2007

FINE IM PETTY!!!SO SUE ME!I ADMIT OKAY!!!so i'm petty i get a little sensitive abt certain things no i get VERY sensitive abt certain things.so what thats just me maybe i over react sometimes YES i agree~OMG SO EMO LAHH!!!!PMS fuck lahh ass~i feel so mad.so mad at the world at everyone!!!!urgh!!! stare stare stare what not happy issit?not happy can say to my face?!dont give me fucking looks okay!and i never did anything to u so like whats your problem?just like leave me alone!this was your doing so u have to handle the mess u made.just leave me alone for awhile.

the pics are in random order~~

baby sock!! :DD

emo-ness?

CUTE BAG!!! :DD

eeyer~

ice-cream!!!

lol~

SEXAYE!!! i love my legs!!! X)

FUCK THIS NONSENSE I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND Y U FEEL THE WAY U DO!

♥ BlondeBirdie(: